oh.
and ohh, some on the contrary, were sooo friggin proud, when other myspacers tegured them whenever they bumped into each other. try klcc, there's 12345678 of them lepak2 at the park. this ppl, i dont know la, dont u have something to do than duduk sane, make a scene and some girls, gedik-ing, trying to make guys notice them. oh please. none of that seems to excite me. i dont care if i dont have any FAMOUS myspacers to approach me and talk nonsense. yeah, they talk nonsense if u know what i mean. seriously i dont care abt all that.
grow up please.
ttyl.
NIL
today, had urut-ing session with kak siti and hell it hurts so bad ok. kak siti is my first maid's daughter. and she told me abt her daughters, and how they live and how dreadful life can be when ur less fortunate over there. she said, they dont even have much money to buy exercise books, yes, buku garis2 kat sekolah tu. and the wore the same old clothes from their hand-me-downs, which appears to be mine, 10 yrs back. im speechless. and they still thanked me for all the baju and all. to know how appreciate they were with the small contribution, made me feel so selfish. here i am, shop for new clothes every year, there're still people who really in need for clothes, so bad. but apparently cant afford to buy them. this really has been an eye opener for me. i will fully try to do my best to figure something out here. promise.
ttyl.
DONE.
today, went back to school after i really really thrown away any memories abt school ( okayyy, im being a tad exaggerating here ) and seeing ppl u used to see everyday backkk when i were part of the school, yes i admit, its a little nice to have the feelings sometimes. and ppl go like "kakkkkk miraaaaa" and yeah, they yell, is sooo nice. im hilary duff suddenly. hahaha. okayyy, after certified all the docs, went to selayang mall and we went to the arcade while farrah seems to take her own sweet time coming here. heee. and irdina lapar, so she ate nasi goreng USA. whoah, i dont know ppl in the USA ate nasi goreng too. and its quite a big serving for a person like irdina. i think the nasi did not go anywhere even after abt 10 minutes. she ate verrrry s-l-o-w-l-y. hahaha. sopan. :)
and at 1545, what do u know, farrah came. haih. naik kereta lembu ke ape. but nvm, im starving so went to kopitiam. oh i missed their mee kari like hell la. i swear i do. and it taste heaven. hahaha. and later, hani came, and izzati went back sbb irdina penat. eyt. and farrah asked us to come and see her staff room and otw there, omg, there's Mr. A. why why why do i have to bump into him today. i dont want. but he's as usual looking soooo fineeeee. haih. but, u, u can stop with ur overly-terkejut face expression tgk orang la. mcm terkejut tgk ape je. wtv la he's so cute la. :]
ttyl.
i'm set.
i'll be taking business studies, as planned before, for a semester only. yay. and im applying to Diploma in Interior Design for my next semester. but of course, it'll be my first semester for my interior course so that i wont missed a semester-long lessons. anddd, it will take a lot of tukar this-tukar that, interview and all, but i sooooo want this one. i'll do wtv it takes.
and the best part of it is, ayah seems very please to help me. without his babble saying, "ish complicated la" and "menyusahkan orang la" tau. im so flying. :]
what more could i ask for? i've got my parents blessings and i'd get to study business as well, altho for a short semester only, but at least ade la kan. hahaha.
oh yeah, and thats final!
ttyl.
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uhmuhm
ok back on what i'd came to blog on.
about the changing my business studies course to interior design, i have good news, and i have the bad ones.
good news: is, ok, so ayah said, i can change my course. yahuuuu.
bad news: is, i only will be starting my U on the 2nd intake, which is, in the december. hollly shaite! waiting for july seems taking me forever and ur asking me to wait till december. yeah, i'll think about that.
but i reallly desperately wantttt to study that course. haih. and farah said i can change my course even after i got in U. yay. at least there's hope. phew. i'll try that.
tq farah! ;]
the change of mind.
but, what else i could possibly say at this time kan? all i can say is, "get over it ayah, i got in already". but of course, i didn't blurted it out. duhh, nak mati ke? lol. so, i just sat there, listening. masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan. ;p but then ayah said, "why dont u try taking commmunication and media?" nahh. not in million years okay. being a reporters have never been in my thoughts. its like a freaking paparazzi jugak la. and, who loves paparazzis? not me.
and then ayah said, "or you can try interior design." interior design? are u kidding me? ayah is actually telling me to take interior design? AYAH? woah. i'm dyiiiing to do interior, oh yes i do. but hearing this from ayah?? seriously, i have never ever ever expected this kind of course that ayah would suggest me. not in million years. and im loving it too! ayah said he could help me to change my course from business studies to interior design! omg, is this really my ayah? hear that people? im actually going to study interior!! why la i didnt discuss abt this with ayah earlier? wtv it is, thanks ayah!! ur THE best!
sometimes, ayah can be beyond expectation. ily ayah. :]
ps: but, idk, this may take a while to change the course and everything at the very last minute, but ayah said, he'll try his best. and i dont really know this is or isnt my final decision. i just dont know. haih.
Jon Bon Jovi, could you get any hotter?
hish.
justtt when i tot everything's gonna be very smoothly. not really, miss smoothy pants!
A-list.
omg omg!
ps: i'll be doing business studies ppl, just so u know.
complete!
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crushes.
omg. haziq. i swear i want to crush all his bone down, really.he already knew all my crushes. thank god its only 3 names. thats were just a teeny weeny bit of the crushes i had been set my eyes head heart ears foot on. i dont know how in the world he did it but he did! and i hoped it to be the very last time he'll get me in wtv matter. im not trusting him ever again and he knew that. hahaha. u deserve that. god knows how i felt when i clicked the calculate button. im seriously going to kill this haziq. ugh.
nvm that.
yesterday, i went to a wedding. seriosly, this is not like a typical wedding where 2 YOUNG people in love with each other and just wanted to settle down wedding. nothing close. my uncle's wife's daddy was gettng married yesterday. when mama said we're going to a wedding, im like, awww wedding for i had always love going to the wedding and eating nasi minyak and all. but when she said an atuk going to marry a 48 yrs old swinger, i was like, what a bummer. no, like seriously, he's a 70+! should he be focusing on something else than marriage? but then, what can i do rather than just go. its not like i can stop the wedding or something kan? wtv i think.
then, i got there, omg the atukkkkk, he's soo freaking cute la. he's like glowing, eeee takkk la, bukan glowing but very happy like that. like a peson-going-to-be-married punye happy tau. seriously, he's so cute. no wonder that mak cik terpikat. hahahaha. but no pelamin. thank god. but i felt kesianed to the mak cik. its her first wedding and no pelamin. crushes a girls heart kan? lol. wtv it is, they seemed happy. but the rendang was very very yucky ok. but i love the nasi tho. thats all kot.
ttyl.
LOTR



see my point? he's geting older kottt. well dont get me wrong. he still is gorgeous like he used to but not as. why laaaaaa?
Cookies.
MySpace is sooo getting on my nerves. i hate it soo much that i've deleted more of my friends that left after the last time i deleted them. it have now came down to 18 friends only. real friends that reallly kept in touch. well, thats what i do. raze them all down. fake friends that is. bear with me darling. :)
ttyl!
U talk.
ugh. its stressing to even think about it. what if i got placed in melaka or johor or terengganu??!! (please no) i sometimes think that maybe im not ready to leave mama and ayah yet. but to think about all the freedom and the life from what i heard its so surreal! maybe i'll survive. but no astro, at least tv is ok, and magazines, and mall? mama, i sure will come back every week! pls dont throw away my things yet. ;) cehh, pandai2 je cakap. the real question now is, what if i didnt make the cut? for heaven's sake! this is making me crazy i tell u. and what if i didnt get any friends there? and aunty faiz even mentioned abt every U except the shah alam campus and penang campus to be tempat keras. wth was that supposed to mean? dont u think u should puji2 sikit that place so i didnt get all scared, which im beginning to right now. um, not helping. but thanks for the tip. :)
so i guess, ttyl!
its raining men.
oooh btw, i find it very cute when men are very helpless and just dont know what to do. its good to have women lead the way sometimes for a change. by lead the way, i mean, tell them what to do. they reminded me of my former employer, Abg Zaimi. he just so cute when he's very helpless. so does his little brother, apai. :)
ttyl.
BRAT
p/s: failed to keep my records clean by getting up early. i woke up at 9. haha. ;)
adik's sports day.
after that izzati came to fetch her irdina and so i tot of going selayang mall to grab some brunch. geddit? breakfast/lunch? wtv. and we had cake. haha. then zati sent me home and she went home too. ohh, we hung out with hira as well as she was working at elianto. she's so cute in her uniform. but too much make-up kott. even she never wore that much of make up before. but she said, everyday working with the make ups, its almost heaven. yeah, knowing u. ;)
p/s: oh yea, ive just known that adik is the house captain. the green house/petronas(long story). i mean like, really? well, i guess she did deserve the designation, but seeing her on the field im like, whats the purpose of house captain again? ;) cute la this sekolah rendah people. haha.
thats all for today. ttyl.
night falls in.
p/s: for some reason, i think my cat is not a cat tau. i dunno. she doesn't seems to be attracted by fish. i mean, all cats MUST love fish kan? weird la you sayang. should i be worried? haha.
look at this!








they look so freaking real kan?? freaky kan? but amazing punye freaky. ;)
more dvd.
morning!
after breakfast went to see Oprah (hee) and went straight upstairs to check on the computer. super friggin shaite punye computer. just clicked on the start button and it start to hang like bodoh. ugh. so i uninstall FireFox which i've just downloaded yesterday. and ppl ppl, i've downloaded Ares, too! guess what my first search? The Hills, duh! yup, i download it all over again. what a hard work.
and yeah, hani's friend, anith's here. ponteng sekolah. thats all i can say ;)
little note for my girl.
more DVDs
later that hour i figured to watch the dvd i bought just yesterday. american pie. heee. well this time the guys were preeeeeetty much hotter than the last time tho. but they're plain nasty like the other american pie. well, then watched a few other OKAY movies. and i tot of going to puasa today, but nayyy. what a movie without a popcorn rightt? actually no popcorn, just biscuits. hmph. and the 5th movie i saw was 50 First Date. omg! well, not that i havent watched it before, but it gets me every time i watched it. well pathetic but i love love stories. and i cried every time, yes, every time, over the same movies. can i just say, girls. thats what we do. haha.
okay, officially my new best actor is Adam Sandler. not only he's hot but he's verrrry funny. i laughed like an idiot over his non-stop spontaneous jokes. i mean, he got the whole package. he's not very handsome but somehow, i find it verrry likeable. okayyyy, forget the part when i said he's not handsome. of course he does silly. pfffft. he just a ladies-man mannnn! i liked The Longest Yard, in fact, love 'em. as much as i love Click too. oh yeah, Mr. Deed tooo. omg. im sooo in love. haihhhh.
p/s: ayah and uncle shafie are at the lowyatt now to fix the cpu, and i should be happy, right? nope. guess what, after the fix-fix, all the data in the cpu will gone. zero. nada. and so does my The Hills season 1 and The Hills season 2 collection as well. do u think its verrry easy for me to download one single episode of it? righttt. it takes days to download it. life crushes heart. it does. its the way of life. quote by Mr. Xhibit sir! heee.
pp/s: i really hope the CPU is okay after they come back. i hate using this fugging laptop. it misses some abjects that i clicked on. stupid!
good day ppl.
back in action.
and somehow, ive been having this weird dreams abt all american rejects, yes, the famous boy band, to be malays, and i know who's my future husband isss, dreamt abt a girl at school that i never talked to, and many other dreams that u probably dont want to hear. i mean, its good to know who's ur hubby-to-be, but its freakyyyy. dont u think? haih. orang boring. mcm ni la.
ohh and thira mention something abt this website that will make u crave for more. i dont know. there's no harm in trying, rightttttt?
www.perezhilton.com
ohh guys, this is a full-time gossip page. i just gonna say that. nothing else. enjoy ur reading ;)
p/s: i still didnt get my hand on the pictures, blame izzati for this, or her brother, but i will soon. hopefully. hee
bake bake!
so, being cair by wanyah's kesian face, i went. bored, thira's like "hey, lets make muffins!"
so, okay. lets! then wanyah like, while you're on it, make cheese cakes too. oh like making cheesecakes is easy laaa. so end up, we make the cheesecakes after all because the ingredients we needed to make the muffins tak cukup. e e menyampah. so, did the cake and hoping that this one would work. anis konon la said that he does cheesecakes all the time but when we ask do we really have to put this&that in this? and he went like, "i know abt cheesecakes, but not this one." ele... tak pe la. haha. he did helped la. tgk je.
so now, the cake's in the fridge to cool off. it smells great hopefully it tastes the same. but im sooo proud of myself mannn! i made a cheesecakes! ;) and now that they left for dinner, im stuck with opah. the couch-potato opah. haih. its gonna be loooong night people.....
19"
going onn..
i've been doing some toughts of getting back to work again but this time, not nandos. selayang mall. omg. what am i thinking? but im so freaking bored lazying around the house. so why not i take this chance to make monayyy kann? i dunno. i'll think abt it later la.
btw, my investment was working so fineeeee. ;)
hehehe
at 2 there was trading spaces and i was so amazed by the design okayyy. lovely. and then surprise by design was even better. they were designing kids room so tot this should be interesting kannn? mmg pun kott. omg u have to see it to believe it la. it was pink and black. the designer is soooo pandai for thinking abt it at the first time. then material world pulak. not only the guys whice were the designers were hot, but the design as well. ohhhh god! my day filled with precious knowledge kot. hee. so-called la.
after watched all the shows, im beginning to have this thoughts of taking interior design for my future. but, i dunno. we'll just see abt that. but i'll sure take this course. nanti la. yea yea. keep telling urself that darling. haha
get a job.
but after a while loafing around the mall, we catch nothing. thanks to this so-picky izzati la. then, ate at crepe. crepe didnt satisfy my perut besar so then after that after we drop hani at the ktm station, went to selayang mall to grab something. not actually grab, but i had kopitiam. heee ;) fair enough.
then, we still had this boring-syndrom, so izzati suggested bukit lagong. haha. lame, but, we went. ohhhh. it was okayy. there's not much of ppl considering its thursday and its like 1 petang. so there u go. not so boring day la. we spent the rest of the day lepaking at mine's. haihhh.
girls day out.
and okayyy, i'm a little carried away by the handbags and bought myself two of em. hee.
two je kott. overall today was nice. just a little exhausted cos i slept at 2 last nite so im less-powered mcm tu la. haha. wtv. nice, all i can say. ;)
oo, my monitor been struck by lightening yea yesterday. so, i've to go to cc to post all this. ugh. meyampah la. not just to post ni la. luckily my mum mmg nak use the comp that insist us to go to cc. yeah, luckily. ;)
one heck of a day :/
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oh god. what i'd do without them? tq. ;)ohh, the price was okayyy, so we order like, main order je. then before bayar only we realise that we over-ordered and sooo takut to ask for the bills. then, we said, laa, just go for it la. how bad can it be kan? thats what we thought la.
continue on.
after that, went to chilli's to see talya&putri&tasha. omg i love this ppl. seriously. i've known them for like 2minutes je and we're like bff already. went to stalk putri's crush at RAOUL and talya's at parkson. haha talya. parkson pun parkson la kan. and tasha, u were cute too. i'll always remember that incident just now. cute la u. hahaha. next time we hang out lagi ye. i love going out with this adik-beradik la. seriously.
then, balik part was the hardest. they ajak us to play foosball (i dont know how they spell it) along but cannottt. mama sampai already. shaite la. but today was lovely. we took lots of pics. suke suke ;)
andddd.
lupe pulak. i went to nando's only to return my uniform and got back my 50 bucks. yay.
today was nice. haih.
sprts day.
We’re Big Mac. Then went to selayang baru because smarty pants farah wants us to go there. But end up balik with muka malu because they seems to not having seats for 9. kinda figured that actually.
Then, I suggested we go to my fave roti canai restaurant, bbs. And we went, thank god, I’m starving, for crying out loud! We sat there about 10 minutes je kot because I was rushing. And hani called saying that we missed Pope’s cheer. Shaite. Thank you god for still let us watched Mc Neil’s. That was the best. Suraya, suraya. One entertaining show.
And syafikah cameeee!! I was sooo happy. I missed her like crazy. It’s syafika, hani’s bff. I love that girl. Seriously.
The rest of the day, we just sat in the tent watching the sukaneka. Well, I must say, Playnians really did 'menyerlah' from the last time. Big time. And sure, I did expect for Playne house to win the champion title, and we did. We kinda sapu bersih all the pingat and making all the other houses bengang. We won the champion title, !st place for cheerleading and tent decorations. And without saying, the discipline cup is ours. So, it’s officially a decade we'd won the cup. Proud, yes. Although the ppl not so discipline pun.
But what frustrating me was that ayah, yes, he fetched me justtt 2 minutes before they about to announce the champion. Eeee, geram nye. Thank you for making my day ruined just because the 2 minutes la. Sakit hati betol.
And oh yea.
Daniel, you’re fucking ass hole! For not wanting to go out with u, ur throwing all the bad words to me. One of them was so not acceptable ok. Thank you for finally showing me ur true colours. I’m so glad I never went out with you. && never will kott.
p/s: I’ll put up the pictures at the sports day some other time cos I haven’t got the pics yet. So, sabar. ;)
what women ( i ) want. ;)

omg. this guy is so freaking hot ok. i know u agree with that. i swear to marry him && if only i can do that. god! i'm in love with this Hafiz Adnan.
ohh.
speaking of which, i'm sooo missing that other hafiz. i'm sure he's doing fine at his place now and all but i miss him. i really should get over it by now but he's sooo my type u know. what satisfy me that is. except for some small things he didn't do, which for me is quite important, i don't see the future's there. god i miss him. i felt like texting him and say
"hey, lets meet!"
no, i just cant. he's not like that.
ohh i'll be dead if he finds out abt my blog, this post and me talking abt him. dead meat. but, nayyy. i dont think so. he's not all abt this techy thingy. at least, thats what i think. hopefully.
presley, elvis presley.
uhh.
some people la kann, we just can't change them la. well, now i know, geeks will always be geeks, altho hell freezes over. suka hati la weii.
eek.
and ewww.
seriously.
hi.
well, today was just like all the other day after a week past my working days. a normal-boring-sleepy days is how i put it. woke up in the morning, work my ass off on the life-saver machine we bought the other day. i want a nicole richie's body so mama said then u have to put effort on it. TONS of effort, more likely. fine, i'll try.
thats just it. i just hope all my work-outs pay off. they better be.
rain, rain.
people people.
tadahh!
you know me. well, that just it. lets just hope i'll stick to this one. ;)








