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BTW, we did went for house hunting yesterday. from am til pm. the whole day we were at NILAI. and i hate that place. very very much. later that night we went to uptown damansara for dinner and got back. had a late night movie with hani and adik, we watched catch and release. i loveeeee that movie, very nice indeed.
today, i had a movie marathon, yes, thats me alone having a movie marathon. managed to watched Riding In Cars With Boys, Borat, A Long Week & Dirty Love. but the movie was okayyy je for all four movies.
season's greeting
hunting for more
random thoughts
everyday, i will go wondering what have i done wrong that ALLAH didnt seem to reply my prayers. well, what do u know, i never appreciate what He have done and still questioning His job. i felt realllly bad for that. i should've know better. if it were for me, i will not give anything to ppl that dont appreciate what i'd gave them or at least, what i'd do for them. KARMA sucks baby! so, be nice to everybody, esp to The Almighty God ALLAH who created u for what u are. im sure, there'll be good return. trust me.
thank u ALLAH for the great family You had given me, the great life, friends and for still caring for me for all these years. and hopefully for the many great years to come. Amin.
ttyl :)
birthday wishes
how i miss
-oh how i missed cam-whoring with farrah & izzati ;
-oh how i missed skipping assembly with farrah that annoys izzati (hehe) ;
-oh how i missed swearing, mocking endlessly about hantu hitam in the classroom with farrah ;
-oh how i missed getting the offence slip and going to the detention ;
-oh how i missed coming to school really late and got in the school illegally ;
-& if i were caught coming late, to pick up the rubbish in the canteen ;
-oh how i missed to the fact that i can be bad at school (haha) ;
and i cant really believe what im going to say but
-oh how i missed HIGH SCHOOL.
&& just now, farrah && i had a loooooooong chat. im having a so-called sesi luahan hati to her, and it felt good. really good. i know i missed that girl, but i didnt know THAT much. i need to see her la. its been ages since we saw each other. seriously farrah, i really need to talk to u selalu la.
lupe pulak, the thing that i missed most is having my two best friends, farrah and izzati around.
like seriously, we need to meet anywhere la before u guys go masuk university la, ape la, k?
ttyl (:
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anywaysss, went to julia's bday at noon, and of course, if we went to julia's bday, we have to get chinta a pressie as well && vice versa. we came early, early enough that we didnt even get to eat the cake bcos the party start at 5 and we came like at 3pm. so u go figure. and then, after saying goodbyes later at 4 pm mcm tu we went to pick up hani. yes, budak nak ambik SPM. she and her tuition lah. cehh. then, went to pak anjang's doa selamat celebrating the twin, amin & amir. they'll having their sunat tomorrow. hahaha. the next step of becoming a man la ni. hahaha. and the unclessss cannot seem to let them off easily. always with the teasing okay. poor twins.
then, we went HOUSE HUNTING!!! yay :DDDD
ttyl
long week
and that is why i have all the rights in the world for not updating. hee :DD
on monday, we had a movie marathon (in the house) since we did not have the energy to go keluar jalan2 whatsoever. and im really in the mood for staying in. watched white chick, again (i've wathed this movie like the hundredth time kot) , aquamarine (cried, again pfffttt) and final destination 2. can u believe it? i normally dont watch this kind of movie, the kind that full with dead bodies from the beginning till the end of the movies, but no, i actually have watched it! haha. but not really takut pun. ye la, considering that i close my eyes with the pillow at all times and the part where the people that are suppose to die, tragically, of course, that also my friend, i did not see. hahaha. thank goddd hani already told me the whole story before this because she knows that i will never want to watch the movie. we had SUSHI to go along instead of popcorn. and of course, its hand-made, by US! haha. thats the best part of it.
for tuesday, we went to midvalley cos i need to meet shireen and adik & nurul want to see the movie andd im looking for something. i met shireen and her new beau and i just knew she had forget the past back in uitm. she said, "never trust uitm's guys, they're a jerk." and i sometimes, kinda agree on that. nvm that. hani went back early cos she had tuition and adik&nurul left for movies and i end up, walking around midvalley ALONE. mcm org gila kot. pathetic oh. and balik is the penatest part of all, and all of a sudden, i just hate going out.
on wednesday, i was suppose to go OU with hani cos i need to buy some stuff, too but i just cant get myself up in the morning because im wayyy too tired to get my arse up to go and mandi, so i just said to hani to buy the thing for me and continue back to sleep. heaven :DD
and today, i woke up reallllllllly late, u have no idea. blerkhhh
not literally the longest week anyone ever had but i just felt tired this whole week without knowing what i did. haha, i dont think i did anything pun but ntah la.
ps: i found the november issue for teen vogue already, yay! not really liking the cover girl (rihanna) but YAY!
ttyl :)
out and about
yesterday was niceee. heee. went to klcc to hani's small reunion. yea yea, whats a 2-years-old-gap senior doing in an all-junior reunion kan? thats what i told hani but she insisted me to come with her, she afraid to the fact that she did not close enough to the girls to have fun and have
natalya and shafiqah tagged along yesterday, but they had to come late because, actually they had to attend kasturi but they skipped. cih, budak ponteng. hahaha. and i just loveee having this three amigos (haninatalyasyafiqah) around okay. they just, so fun, happenning, oh, they just make my day. im sure anyone will love them.
well, nvm thatt. the mega sale started yesterday && i cant barely see what is so MEGA about it. it seems to me that it is just the same, and they were all still very pricey for me, out-of-my-league price, very hundred-ish. sheesh. oh BUT BUT BUT, NAF NAF was the only one kedai that i think had a super mega sale. it was like 50% 70% 80%!! like, can u believe that? naf naf? and why is it so hard for me to find teen vogue nowadays ea? i missed the november issue so i need to have itttt. i just need to. ugh.
we went back not as plan because the stupid keretapi tanah melayu delayed. if it wasnt the fact that ktm was the only transport that will take us to klcc, i never wanted to take ktm to anywhere kot. but we were back safe and sound. and yeah, we pergi && balik dgn nazreen, so cute la that boy. malu2 je but he knows how to treat the ladies. :DD haha. and then mama broke the news to us that the person that wanted to have a look at our house (the reason we got up early in the morning and sleep late this few days to make the house as presentable as ever) could not come. ugh ugh ugh. ugh! im soooo freaking hot right now but i know i cannot blame the person kan but, why la? penat tauu kemas hari2. well, its ur lost anyway for not looking at our sparkling clean house. its not like everyday u can see us doing the house chores. heh, in your face. hahaha. cehh, nak sedapkan hati. haha. tak rugi pun orang tu kot. well WHATEVERRR. hahahahahaha
we all, as in hani adik nurul and I were all dying slowly as boredom strike us that night. i dont know, maybe ayah is psychic. he called me down last night, and i thought he was going to marah because we were so bising upstairs because hani and the the two budak were doing their britney video clip, && it was funny as hell && u know, funny comes with a lot of big and verrrrry LOUD laughter kan? but no, he asked us to go siap and said we're going to uptown danau kota. and it was like 1 in the morning. great timing ayah. but we suke, hee :DD there, hani and adik bought some baju and adik and i bought hani a handbag for her bday pressie. cih, i cannot stand looking at her face when she was holding the bag. she was like admiring the bag and looking at me like she's telling something. hish. i know, u want the bag so much kan? so i bought the bag for her. im a goooooood kakak, i know. hahaha. yeah, being a good kakak costs me RM60. blerkhhh.
&& today, from the morning we were playing snail mail, and u must look at the two budak face okay. they were very preoccupied to the games, like boleh termasuk kepala dalam computer tu okay. hahaha. so cute la u guys niii. i recorded them in action but i cannot get the part when they were losing. haha. slamming the mouse, knocking the tables, screaming as if they were attacked by a molester or something. so funny. and i just cannot stand to bug them by video-recording them. haha. just look at the video of adik and nurul.
good day people and ttyl :DD
wonderland
anyways, i've just uploaded a surprise video my friends back in uitm made for me. well, not literally as i was holding the camera the whole time, and it wasn't really a surprise, but well, its a surprise for me how darling my friends have been to make this video ok and having to say a surprise video is much more seronok rather than saying just video kan? haha. come on people. agree with me and just play along :DD
the first one is shireen, then shera and melya. dont go around and mocking me about showing off this video. i AM proud to get this video. its not everyday u received a video like this from ur friends kan? and well, i never got any. they're the first. i love them.
ttyl love.
pics
and then went to watch BEE MOVIE right after, which was very interesting and cute and catchy. and later to bowling. no strike today or whatsoever for me, just not my luck. but hani and adik striked once, just ONCE okayyy. eleh. hahaha
MyCat Exhibition @ MATRADE
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OMG!
this reallly freaks the hell out of me! what has got into me, idk but it really freaks me out. and i really do think i need to get back on my diet and the exercising machine that i'd abandoned quite some time. i really need to. i dont want to have to show up for the second semester looking like Fat Albert, god no.
but can i at least make one of my recipe that i searched for? hahaha.
oh yea, forgot to tell u this, but im on my semester break and it is only for one and a half months. i dont think i could ever do anything with that very short of time. haih. and i went for an interview on 171107 about my change of course for the next semester and yes i know i have to expect there will be a drawing test but why why why i hate art lessons in my high school years. i could have drawn a better blocks on the test, and at least know how to shade the freaking drawings. omg, im soooo intimidated by this one girl who apparently just got back from the UK and was taking the drawing test with me. she said she used to hate art lesson in primary school and she moved to the UK when she was in std 5 and fall madly in love with the subject. why cant i be the one who move to the UK and love art? that way, i will easily shade the drawing off, even anything that they put before me. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeshhhh! ugh.
yeah, i guess u could just figured how my interview went. my drawings sucked. luckily the interviewer was so comel, the rasa-nak-cubit-pipi punye comel, yeap its a SHE. she made me feel comfortable to talk to her. so the part of interview where i talked to her is okayyyy la, i guess. i just hoped i get the course. oh please please please lemme in that course. i promise i do good and give you a biggggggg pressie. hahaha. if it just that simple.
ttyl :)
selamat hari raya :D
one
thank godddd my hotspot turn out OK, just ok, after weeks of baiki-baiki here and there with the ustaz-know-it-all tu. not badd, he's actually turned my XP to Vista, not bad at all. oh you know local universities, they banned many many many websites that are unappropriate for students kan, ok, i dont mind that as i dont usually goes to that kind of websites. heee. but, out of everything else, you have to ban Blogger.com la kan? why do you think i wantttt the internet so baddd? to blog kottt, duh. so, its like i went thru freaking many tiring days of melawating the ustaz for nothing, at all. and that is why i havent update my blog. million sorry for that. you shud've blame the ustaz k. :XX
two
coming to the couples of the very last weeks of finals, the lecturers gila gila give assignments to us students. helllo, in case they havent notice, we have final exams coming and RAYA kot. and dont they think they shud've given us more time to study and raya peacefully? i mean, be considerate. i know stress is good, but i KNOW from the beginning this is not a good stress to me. *sigh* and oh, koko said, i've been sighing a LOTT lately. why eh, i wonder. i hope my application to change my course will be accepted. pleaseeeee.
three
RAYA. one word. BORING. why niii? i've been looking forward to raya before i even start my puasa. and i got this kind of raya? i dont even feel the raya-feeling i used to get every raya. u have no idea how boring this raya feels. thira raya kat melbourne. cittt. mengade. and yea, duit raya sikitttt sgt. blahh.
four
and now, i really really need to get my ass to open the book and study. my finals are coming realll soon, and i havent read a single alphabets ok. my finals start next week and try this
22/10 monday - BEL 120 (english) , MGT 162 (management :X)
23/10 tuesday - CTU 101 (agama kott)
27/10 saturday - ACC 115 (accounts ; u know how i just 'LOVE' accounts kan? ish)
7/11 wednesday - MAT 140 (maths)
and the sakit hati part is, why in the worldddd they have to make 10 days gap between accounts and maths ni? sakit hati kot.
wtv. ttyl love. :D:D
home
lately, i've been sleeping late as in lateeee like 4 in the morning and i've been feeling nauseous and sick to my brain, i dont know why, but i think its because of the university. or maybe because of this course im taking. help, someone? its a dog eat me world here in uitm. friends nowadays, haih. oh and, if you're looking for fairweather friends, its all here. and the best part is, they're free. ceitt.
these are a few of the pics at UiTM.
phew.
and ayah cute la, he wont allowed me balik KL naik bas. haha. too dangerous, he said. awww, you DO care. and mama said, let him come to u(segamat) every week. and when he tak larat to come down every single week, he will SURUH kottt naik bas. hahaha. we'll just see about that. :))
ps: friends here are THE 'best'. blahhh. :{{{
i still miss the family, the bff hny, the kucing. i misssssss.
ttyl.
asgmnt.
oh and, i really really really need that freaking laptop here now. i need to register the hotspot, register elictrical app license yada yada yada. see what i mean? and the freaking assigment need to be done, neatly typed. dah la last wednesday, i used my roommate's laptop to do the BEL presentation, no nak mintak lagi? malu kott. and thats why i end up here, zamrud's cyber cafe. i walked all the way from mutiara college. jauh okayy. jangan cakap ar. i need the laptop so baddd.
ps: i missed the family, the kucing, the bed. ugh.
PPS: i reallllly need to borak2 berjam2 dgn hani. there's so much to tell. sheesh, i missed her so much kot. :
hey uuuu.
uitm's orientation, sucked. period.
and oh, happy belated birthday to me. yay. haha.
what? dont u think a girl cant wish herself ey? nvm that.
ttyl. :)
out and about.
after
and time balik pulak, omg i hate this part. saying goodbyes. i knowww, as if la im going to somewhere jauh sgt and will never see them again but, u know la kan. i just cant believe the fact that we all semua dah besarr, by besar i meant grown ups. and everybody going separate ways, to college, university and all, for some reason, i broke downnn, :{:{:{ i dont know why i got all emotional when everybody else doesnt, eish malu pulakkk. we hugged a dozen of times, then i dont think i cant tahan lagi, so i said the very last goodbyes, and masuk rumah. haih miraaa, typical you laaa.
anyways, i definately will treasure the wonderful days with u guys back in high school. im sure going to miss u guys a lot.
ps: i miss u guys alreadyyyyy! :X:{
pss: oh yeah, the camera, buat hal balik, somehow, i think it some kind of a hint that we needed a new camera kot. mcm tau2 je, the camera rosak in the place where it first bought by ayah, metro prima. maybe it wanted to meninggal in her hometown kott. just maybe. haha :D:D
whats up puddy tat.
cat-chy.
things about cats is, they pampered way too much la. watching my cat everyday routine made me realised, she's gone over princess-y lahh. my cat, lembu, what hani called her, wont eat her makanan if whats left, only bits of it. sure, no one does, but still boleh makan lagi la banyak die tu. buttt, she wants it menggunung baru she eat them. mengade takkkk? haih. so i have to put more to make her eat. as if she finished her food there and then kan? sheesh, talk about tamak. but, in a way, that makes her sooo cute for me. :)
and i cant imagine leaving her nanti, when i got into uni and not having her around the house so i can peluk2 kiss2 her until die lemas. oh i canttt. i'll go insane.
haih.
daddy's day.
and to all the wonderful daddys in the world too. keep on being a supportive and cool daddy okayyy. and handsome too. i love u ayah, altho i dont usually showed it. :]
doa selamat.
nandos get-together.
so there were kak nariti, linda, kifli, viky, faizul, faiz, abg zaimi and mr rao. yes, there were only that much only people left, that i know la. but i so so so missed achin, kak liza, apai, shida, apai, and zizi. ey, did i say apai already? and oh yeah, APAI. hahahahaha. hell i missed that guy so much k.
these are a few pics. love them okay? :]
holidayyyy.
just yesterday, we went to genting since we hani adik me continuously annoying ayah complaining abt us not going anywhere this school holiday. seems like ayah annoyed gila kot and booked us rooms in genting right away. haha. so okay, our plan to redang did not go so well and we end up going to genting instead, but, that'll do cos i swear i'll die from this boredom. and genting was a chaos okay. but very nice punye chaos tau. i, yes, the human scarediest cat ever, for the first time ever, rode ALL the rides. even the space shot, yeah that thing, that big giant pole (?) that humban people atas bawah tu. sumpah scaryyy and i gotta say i almost pee myself for getting so freaking scared. but the one thing i did not do was the spiderman roller coaster. well, it did not exactly called after spidey, but the ride were pretty much like it. both my sister rode the ride, TWICE kott. but no thank you. and i did felt the warm in the air. screw you global warming! :
and i did not get enough sleep okay. thanks to the tompok2 merah on the room's carpet. dont blame me, i heard stories abt ppl getting killed in genting's hotel, i just dont know which hotel. and that tompok2, i assumed, were dead ppl's blood. oih mira. i sooo hate myself for worrying to much and thanks to that again, i slept at 2. TWO!
and i do realise this, the theme park staff, the guys were sooo cute okayyy and thats why la im sooo thrilled to take all the rides. haha. they should have done that looooong before this to make me like going to genting. :p
bday girl.
i know this picture is a bit tragic, haha, the quality i meant, bear with me. this is all i got and she, being all cute in this gambar, how could i not put this picture kan? anyways, i love being around u mama. we shared everything kan ma? our dirty little secrets and all. mama, ur simply the best. ily okayy. sgt sgt kott. :]
some mama moment: yesterday, went to this wedding la. and everything mcm biasa la until julia was eating her fruit cake in front of mama. and we alllllll KNOW la how mama just loveeee fruit cake and mama went on like, "hish, mane julia dapat cake ni?" u got to see her face la. mmg yg jenis terkejut slash curious gile punye kind. and hani and i gelak tak ingat dunia ohh. and then, she asked us to go get the cake for her. mama said "ambik la about 3 ke 4 ke..or 5." hahahahahaha. mama! buat perangai ohh. and tau plk malu mase balik when she asked me hani adik hold each one of her cake so that she dont look like a some budak yg, u knowww, every hari raya, if they liked the kuih so much, they hide the kuih inside the bag raya and all. hah, that kind la. comel la mama. mama and her fruit cake. :]
out w the gals :]
well, the 'crowd' include izzati hani me. wthellll, izzati brought mi sedap along. hahaha. i wont denied that it tak sedap, just okay but mi sedap? hahaha. u shud have think of something better next time, if, there's next time la kan. okay, then we watched nacho libre and not really a fan, but it was definately a fun to watch. then, I suggested anchorman cos i tot its ben stiler who r playing the role, but its will ferrel. do u know how much did i hate that guy? he's stupid and i've never liked any of his movie. and yes, i've watched a LOADS of his movie but not feeling it. halfway thru it, i broke the silence. "eeeei, bosan oh." sumpah, it was that bosan okay. then, we watched ice age the meltdown since im not strong enough to finished the movie alone. haha. yeah. the movie's storyline was tooo kiamat-y. it just too scary. of course, i would've known, hani slept off the second the movie had started. cehhh. so there were 2. the incridible 2. :p
and we all woke up at 11 in the am today. well, its quite okay cos for crying out loud, we slept at 0500 so, there u go. and we all off to shower and went out at 1158 to OU. dropped hani at the ktm station and went to fetch suhaila. there, im feeling soooo friggin helpless la. i dont know how ppl can stand window shopping-ing. i just cant. its so depressing dont u think? so, guess where did all the dosh went? yeah, makan la. surprise surprise. later that evening, at 1830 went straight home and were so freaking exhausted yea. and depressed. but it was fun alright.
ps: this time, i've finally at the right day, time. i've met kak ida againnnn. oh how i missed that kakak kann. and i definately got around to see faizul. he totally went to the gym. i just knew it. he looked sooo fineeee today . heee. and pie tooo. he's definately a cutie pie lah. haih.
pps: im lovin the sneakers ayah bought me yesterday. love love love. when everybody's one by one surrendering, not walking properly i mean, me on the contrary were the last one standing. thanks to THE shoes, i'll be walking forever. izzati and suhaila, they even have to buy themself some plasters. even hani who wore her kononnye mahal-er sneakers, too, collapse. heh, exxagerating kott. haha. wtv.
pppps: and i've found the perfect bday pressie for mama. at last.
ttyl :]
oh.
and ohh, some on the contrary, were sooo friggin proud, when other myspacers tegured them whenever they bumped into each other. try klcc, there's 12345678 of them lepak2 at the park. this ppl, i dont know la, dont u have something to do than duduk sane, make a scene and some girls, gedik-ing, trying to make guys notice them. oh please. none of that seems to excite me. i dont care if i dont have any FAMOUS myspacers to approach me and talk nonsense. yeah, they talk nonsense if u know what i mean. seriously i dont care abt all that.
grow up please.
ttyl.
NIL
today, had urut-ing session with kak siti and hell it hurts so bad ok. kak siti is my first maid's daughter. and she told me abt her daughters, and how they live and how dreadful life can be when ur less fortunate over there. she said, they dont even have much money to buy exercise books, yes, buku garis2 kat sekolah tu. and the wore the same old clothes from their hand-me-downs, which appears to be mine, 10 yrs back. im speechless. and they still thanked me for all the baju and all. to know how appreciate they were with the small contribution, made me feel so selfish. here i am, shop for new clothes every year, there're still people who really in need for clothes, so bad. but apparently cant afford to buy them. this really has been an eye opener for me. i will fully try to do my best to figure something out here. promise.
ttyl.
DONE.
today, went back to school after i really really thrown away any memories abt school ( okayyy, im being a tad exaggerating here ) and seeing ppl u used to see everyday backkk when i were part of the school, yes i admit, its a little nice to have the feelings sometimes. and ppl go like "kakkkkk miraaaaa" and yeah, they yell, is sooo nice. im hilary duff suddenly. hahaha. okayyy, after certified all the docs, went to selayang mall and we went to the arcade while farrah seems to take her own sweet time coming here. heee. and irdina lapar, so she ate nasi goreng USA. whoah, i dont know ppl in the USA ate nasi goreng too. and its quite a big serving for a person like irdina. i think the nasi did not go anywhere even after abt 10 minutes. she ate verrrry s-l-o-w-l-y. hahaha. sopan. :)
and at 1545, what do u know, farrah came. haih. naik kereta lembu ke ape. but nvm, im starving so went to kopitiam. oh i missed their mee kari like hell la. i swear i do. and it taste heaven. hahaha. and later, hani came, and izzati went back sbb irdina penat. eyt. and farrah asked us to come and see her staff room and otw there, omg, there's Mr. A. why why why do i have to bump into him today. i dont want. but he's as usual looking soooo fineeeee. haih. but, u, u can stop with ur overly-terkejut face expression tgk orang la. mcm terkejut tgk ape je. wtv la he's so cute la. :]
ttyl.
i'm set.
i'll be taking business studies, as planned before, for a semester only. yay. and im applying to Diploma in Interior Design for my next semester. but of course, it'll be my first semester for my interior course so that i wont missed a semester-long lessons. anddd, it will take a lot of tukar this-tukar that, interview and all, but i sooooo want this one. i'll do wtv it takes.
and the best part of it is, ayah seems very please to help me. without his babble saying, "ish complicated la" and "menyusahkan orang la" tau. im so flying. :]
what more could i ask for? i've got my parents blessings and i'd get to study business as well, altho for a short semester only, but at least ade la kan. hahaha.
oh yeah, and thats final!
ttyl.
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uhmuhm
ok back on what i'd came to blog on.
about the changing my business studies course to interior design, i have good news, and i have the bad ones.
good news: is, ok, so ayah said, i can change my course. yahuuuu.
bad news: is, i only will be starting my U on the 2nd intake, which is, in the december. hollly shaite! waiting for july seems taking me forever and ur asking me to wait till december. yeah, i'll think about that.
but i reallly desperately wantttt to study that course. haih. and farah said i can change my course even after i got in U. yay. at least there's hope. phew. i'll try that.
tq farah! ;]
the change of mind.
but, what else i could possibly say at this time kan? all i can say is, "get over it ayah, i got in already". but of course, i didn't blurted it out. duhh, nak mati ke? lol. so, i just sat there, listening. masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan. ;p but then ayah said, "why dont u try taking commmunication and media?" nahh. not in million years okay. being a reporters have never been in my thoughts. its like a freaking paparazzi jugak la. and, who loves paparazzis? not me.
and then ayah said, "or you can try interior design." interior design? are u kidding me? ayah is actually telling me to take interior design? AYAH? woah. i'm dyiiiing to do interior, oh yes i do. but hearing this from ayah?? seriously, i have never ever ever expected this kind of course that ayah would suggest me. not in million years. and im loving it too! ayah said he could help me to change my course from business studies to interior design! omg, is this really my ayah? hear that people? im actually going to study interior!! why la i didnt discuss abt this with ayah earlier? wtv it is, thanks ayah!! ur THE best!
sometimes, ayah can be beyond expectation. ily ayah. :]
ps: but, idk, this may take a while to change the course and everything at the very last minute, but ayah said, he'll try his best. and i dont really know this is or isnt my final decision. i just dont know. haih.
Jon Bon Jovi, could you get any hotter?
hish.
justtt when i tot everything's gonna be very smoothly. not really, miss smoothy pants!
A-list.
omg omg!
ps: i'll be doing business studies ppl, just so u know.
complete!
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crushes.
omg. haziq. i swear i want to crush all his bone down, really.he already knew all my crushes. thank god its only 3 names. thats were just a teeny weeny bit of the crushes i had been set my eyes head heart ears foot on. i dont know how in the world he did it but he did! and i hoped it to be the very last time he'll get me in wtv matter. im not trusting him ever again and he knew that. hahaha. u deserve that. god knows how i felt when i clicked the calculate button. im seriously going to kill this haziq. ugh.
nvm that.
yesterday, i went to a wedding. seriosly, this is not like a typical wedding where 2 YOUNG people in love with each other and just wanted to settle down wedding. nothing close. my uncle's wife's daddy was gettng married yesterday. when mama said we're going to a wedding, im like, awww wedding for i had always love going to the wedding and eating nasi minyak and all. but when she said an atuk going to marry a 48 yrs old swinger, i was like, what a bummer. no, like seriously, he's a 70+! should he be focusing on something else than marriage? but then, what can i do rather than just go. its not like i can stop the wedding or something kan? wtv i think.
then, i got there, omg the atukkkkk, he's soo freaking cute la. he's like glowing, eeee takkk la, bukan glowing but very happy like that. like a peson-going-to-be-married punye happy tau. seriously, he's so cute. no wonder that mak cik terpikat. hahahaha. but no pelamin. thank god. but i felt kesianed to the mak cik. its her first wedding and no pelamin. crushes a girls heart kan? lol. wtv it is, they seemed happy. but the rendang was very very yucky ok. but i love the nasi tho. thats all kot.
ttyl.
LOTR
see my point? he's geting older kottt. well dont get me wrong. he still is gorgeous like he used to but not as. why laaaaaa?
Cookies.
MySpace is sooo getting on my nerves. i hate it soo much that i've deleted more of my friends that left after the last time i deleted them. it have now came down to 18 friends only. real friends that reallly kept in touch. well, thats what i do. raze them all down. fake friends that is. bear with me darling. :)
ttyl!
U talk.
ugh. its stressing to even think about it. what if i got placed in melaka or johor or terengganu??!! (please no) i sometimes think that maybe im not ready to leave mama and ayah yet. but to think about all the freedom and the life from what i heard its so surreal! maybe i'll survive. but no astro, at least tv is ok, and magazines, and mall? mama, i sure will come back every week! pls dont throw away my things yet. ;) cehh, pandai2 je cakap. the real question now is, what if i didnt make the cut? for heaven's sake! this is making me crazy i tell u. and what if i didnt get any friends there? and aunty faiz even mentioned abt every U except the shah alam campus and penang campus to be tempat keras. wth was that supposed to mean? dont u think u should puji2 sikit that place so i didnt get all scared, which im beginning to right now. um, not helping. but thanks for the tip. :)
so i guess, ttyl!
its raining men.
oooh btw, i find it very cute when men are very helpless and just dont know what to do. its good to have women lead the way sometimes for a change. by lead the way, i mean, tell them what to do. they reminded me of my former employer, Abg Zaimi. he just so cute when he's very helpless. so does his little brother, apai. :)
ttyl.
BRAT
p/s: failed to keep my records clean by getting up early. i woke up at 9. haha. ;)
adik's sports day.
after that izzati came to fetch her irdina and so i tot of going selayang mall to grab some brunch. geddit? breakfast/lunch? wtv. and we had cake. haha. then zati sent me home and she went home too. ohh, we hung out with hira as well as she was working at elianto. she's so cute in her uniform. but too much make-up kott. even she never wore that much of make up before. but she said, everyday working with the make ups, its almost heaven. yeah, knowing u. ;)
p/s: oh yea, ive just known that adik is the house captain. the green house/petronas(long story). i mean like, really? well, i guess she did deserve the designation, but seeing her on the field im like, whats the purpose of house captain again? ;) cute la this sekolah rendah people. haha.
thats all for today. ttyl.
night falls in.
p/s: for some reason, i think my cat is not a cat tau. i dunno. she doesn't seems to be attracted by fish. i mean, all cats MUST love fish kan? weird la you sayang. should i be worried? haha.
look at this!
they look so freaking real kan?? freaky kan? but amazing punye freaky. ;)